“Ramadhan, Madrasah Tarbiyyah. Aku kini
melangkah penuh syukur ke dalamnya.
Maka, aku pohon agar dikurniakan rezeki
bernama ISTIQAMAH, bakal memapah perlangkahan ini.
Selagi Dia belum memanggil.”
Alhamdulillah. That was my first FB status updated for
this fasting month.
ALLAH. I’m so grateful of being one of the chosen
ones to step into Madrasah of Ramadhan for 2012 session. And, I’m very
delighted because at last, I have time to write something here. (Actually there
are numbers of drafts left unpublished. Hehe. *what a so-called busy woman Eika
is)
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By the name of ALLAH~
I am so determined to share what has been locked
inside for all this while - How we should really love and spread the spirit of
LOVE’s love.
I know you know, when we love someone, it is
undeniable that we will always be talking about him. We will easily know what
type of shirt that she/he wears, (oh , let me use 'he' instead of 'he/she'.
Make it general), how he looks today, how was his result, how is this, how is
that, why, what and so many things are lingering in our mind.
I mean, not us. Our friends out there, maybe?
Haha. ‘He’ can be anyone. It would not just refer
only to Buaya-Friend, Geli-Friend, Balaks, Aweks or whatever we name it, but
also includes our best friend(s), our sister, mother or anyone. Yes, ANYONE.
The main point: If we love someone, or fond of
someone, we will definitely feel enthusiastic about him.
And that's how Allah portrays the LOVE. The love
that most has misunderstood. A love that is so abstract.
If we really love Allah, we cannot stop saying His
name, dreaming of meeting Him, seeing Him everywhere we go, waiting to call Him
every time we have and we are willing to do everything.
Yes, everything. Because of this LOVE.
Oh snap!
Seriously, even if we had made mistakes, we would feel
the day is so lame and slow. We want to apologize straight away without seeking
His refugees.
But, things become
upside down when we betray Him.
We forget Him, we just call Him five times a day (as
if we really pay full concentration), but the fact is we are dreaming of
someone else and just remembering Him in the time of hard and tide.
Na’uzubillah.
Indeed, Allah never takes us to the Court and takes
back all 'allowances' of living, divorces us from our happiness, kicks us out
from our home, and the biggest thing, He never kills our lover just because of
Jealousy. He never does nor did.
"Yeah Rite. He is a God. Why should Him?"
Shhhh! We're just saying things to make it right. We're just making
the wrongs as true.
I should say.. YES, HE IS A GOD.
But if He is really our God, why do we never intend
to seek and change, to be better servant too?
And if He is really the Creator, why do we deny the
fact that all our hands, feet, comfortable house, clothes, eyes, ears and ALL
the things that we cannot even make it, are gifts from Him?
So why do we treat Him, like we are having no God
in life?
Instead, we make everything as on our own rule.
We care least, of what's right or wrong in life.
We feel nothing if people didn’t obey Him.
Ohh are we really that ‘WE’? Or the devil had
worn our Prada and walked in us, in every step?
Let's find our way home, accordingly.
Let's be the real person as one who has faith of
having Allah in his life.
Feel it. Try to feel the fact that Allah is so near.
We are the one, who disappear. And walk away, further.
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Aren't thing is backward,
if we're not reverting?
And bear in mind.
Allah is Everything to Have without us,
But who are we, without He-who-Has-Everything?
Stop and ponder.
p/s: I intended to share my personal outcomes
from ‘Beetles and Roses’ forum held on 17th July. But Ramadhan comes
first as priority. So I feel that it’ll be so much lovely if I take this
opportunity to spread the love of ALLAH – who has blessed us with Ramadhan.
Insya Allah, if Allah permits, you’ll be reading love sayings from ‘Beetles and
Roses’ – in my version, anyway.
Wallahu a'alam. This all is nothing but His works. Let the love of
Allah spread. Ramadhan Kareem~
(say ‘ALLAHU Akram!’) ^^
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