Dear Putri

Dear Putri,

You are only human.

You are not perfect, we're never perfect.

And really if you were, how absolutely dreadful that would be.

Dear Putri,

Do remember that you are not defined by your imperfections,

You are not ruled nor controlled, merely challenged.

Just think you now have a chance to be better than you were,

You now have a chance to understand more;-

About yourself, people around you, and the world as a whole.

So in essence what separates the wise,

From those who pretty much take themselves too seriously,

Is your reaction to yourself.

Lighten up.

You're not all that bad.

You're actually really amazing.

So when you look in the mirror,

And notice all the blemishes,

Smile and say,“This too shall pass”.

After all,

we are only human.

MSZ

July, 25th 2014

8.31pm

In response to Putri's grieve and disappointment

p/s: If you're reading this, right now, Putri misses you.

The Note

"Would you?"

It was our first time, you see

Never thought, you appeared out of the blue

I think you were excited to see me

Guess what? I was enchanted to meet you too

And surprisingly 

There’ll really be a life I see

Some time, later

You and me together

But behind that pretty little nod that you’d love, ever

A problem I'm not sure if you can bare it too

Don't say i don't warn you, mister

You have to know where you're heading to 

I can be so clumsy, i might be lame 

I can never play your psychology games 

I might be a mess, oh man, can you get through? 

I might be a freak and I can be a pain 

I might be The Sun while you pray for the rain 

I will be fighting over a small issue

But when I love, I love with all my heart 

It's been like that from the very start 

Dear man, with all the things that I say 

I hope you enjoy to stay 

Putting on my dress for a day to remember 

Take me in on tables, for the family too 

You said you like our presence at that hour

Ooh, I know I’m choosing you

Oh please know who I am and who I'm not 

Even though I'd seemed to like you a lot 

All the moment that we had

All the love that we shared

Life with that kind of memory

Don’t drift away so suddenly

Or  I’ll damn be freaking out

It's like you're the one I can't live without

Falling Apart

We were both young,

When the song, in harmony, is sung,

As I set off the wall between us,

Even the shades of trees can feel the blast.

You are the best of friends,

In the world full of offense,

Whenever it makes me feel down,

You bury my frown in the frozen ground.

But at spring mending time, you finally got to go

It’s the day my apple trees, too, stand in sorrow,

The mischief in me, do burn it in the sun,

So no flaw in me, you can see one.

Sitting together on the upper boulders,

I cried all the heart on your shoulders,

The memories; I still see them beyond the hill,

Had the yelping dogs their claws, still cannot kill.

To seek your love, no work of hunters will do it,

 Reminiscing about our days could just place me under it,

Treat time as just another kind of outdoor game,

So once again, you are then to say my name.

"It has been a while..."

Wanna Step Outside

Is it this way? - Towards the healthier Earth

I wanna step outside

And stand with pride

That I can see the trees

And smell the flowers through the breeze

I wanna step outside

And say with pride

That I can watch the birds fly high

And count the shining stars in the night sky

I wanna step outside

With or without pride

To touch the grass

That is spiky and green

And feel the wind’s blast

Which makes it’s clearly seen

I wanna step outside

Where no rubbish sways in the cool breeze

Where litter is taken home, with please

I wanna step outside

Where the forest is kept neat and clean

Where there is no pollution to be seen

I wanna step outside

But My Lord, I couldn’t see the sign

The sign towards the view I highlight

Or..have I just gone blind?

Dedication to My Other Half

"Someday..love will find us."

*This free verse poem is specially dedicated to my future husband who I don’t even have any idea who he is.

I swear it's so hard to say
This pure feeling locked inside
God; He knows I've always felt it deep
down here

I'm not yet altruistic
Even far from poetic you’ll see
But now it's time I share you this
What's always been in my pious prayer

You might anyhow hurt inside

Or getting weak
I'll be the one who’d sincere

Love you night and day
So you will need no promises or sweetest talk
As you've given me the strength to pray;
To be yours eternally

I swear it’ll be worth in the end

We will be taking the light

God; He knows we’d leave the dark

Better in time

I'm not anchor woman
Even worse I’m fragile I’d to say

So it’s now time I share you way;
Stay where your faith in and

Keep me in pray

Can't you feel that I’m glad
Cuz’ a secret vow filled in my soul

We don’t need to find each other yet
Time will bring your heart to mine...

Dear future Zauj,

I do look forward to long days and longer nights with you; cooking and messing around in the kitchen, doing chores together, making our house a home; getting up in the morning and laying down at night, knowing that forever has already begun.

Our whole life is a trial and it’s a long journey we have to walk through, but it’s also something that will be worth it in the end. I know. 


Through all of this hardship and pain we’ll be or maybe are going through, I know Allah’s moulding us to be better spouse for each other in the future.

In sya Allah. 

*You can also 'feel' my heart's saying through the video version I made right after created this free verse poem. ^,^ 

*Special For You

'Dear Friend..'  *From Weheartit.com

 One day everything will change

As I move on my days

Leaving all my loved ones behind

So I say a little prayer

Hope my dreams will take me there

Where our world built blissfully

Everything now seems like contradicting me

Like an endless turning of a wheel

Like a soft feather falling

With the rhythm of the wind

Controlling my life

In the blink of an eye

Changes our world into nightmares

Now I learn to adapt

Understanding what life is all about

Where patience and strength needed

All I want is you by my side

In this world of the intelligence

I know I have to keep holding on

To reach the brightest star

In the vast eternal sky

Where only tears and sweat

Can take and guide me

Safely through this challenging journey of life

Dear friends

Without you

Nothing more I can do

*Peace In Me

'Peace'  *Taken from weheartit.com

Far out in the sea

Across the water; deep blue ocean,

Under the open sky.

Roughness of sand under my feet,

Zaps me back to reality,

Is it all a dream?

Is it more than it seems?

Crashing of waves break my loneliness,

though the breezes make their way through trees,

moving so petty; relaxing my mind

As I hear the music fills the air

It's hard to believe,

The beauty and the solitude of the island,

makes me feel at peace,

That is what I've been searching for..